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WINNER - PRIMARY 3 AND OLDER
BEAUTIFUL BY MEREDITH KARLIN
There is a specific stereotype attached to the word "dancer", and I don't like it. In fact, I hate it. Dancers are expected to be perfect: pretty, graceful, and elegant. Unfortunately, the world has decided that a skinny body is the best prescription to help a dancer meet these requirements. Being a mere 5 foot,3 and 3/4 inches tall and, at the very least, weighing in at 170 pounds, I am far from having the ideal proportions a dancer should have. Dealing with body issues can be very, very hard, and one would think that a person of my stature would steer clear of such strict bodily guidelines as that of a dancer. So what has kept me in dance for 13 years?? That is a long time, but what is most amazing and uplifiting is that not once has anyone at my studio criticized me or looked down upon me for my size (if they have, they do a great job of keeping it behind my back). Sadly, being overweight is the first thing that a peer will notice at school, and I have heard about my weight many times from kids at school of which I have been in attendance for a lesser period of time than dance. I find it very odd that dance, a place where I have chosen to put myself at the risk of the judgment of other teens, and at a place where a good physical body shape is expected, I have felt more comfortable with my image than at a public place, where students are made to attend, all shapes and sizes are forced to act together, and where there is no label on how to look -- or a least, one of lesser value. I love to dance not because of recitals, or makeup, or the fancy costumes (although they are awfully fun), but most because I have a class of encouraging girls who never make me feel bad for not being up to their standards. I know I am not one of the strongest dancers, but they never seem disappointed in my ability. I also enjoy dance because my teacher allows- welcomes such a diverse range of body types and people in general. She is always looking for a way ti include everyone in dance. My greatest gratitude goes out to all of them.
So what is dance to me ? Good question. I am not comfortable enough with myself to join the school's dance team, or to pursue it further than 1 class a week, but for the little time I am with my dance class and my teacher, I feel like that pretty, graceful and elegant woman that dancers are thought to be because of the wonderful atmosphere I am surrounded by. Dance makes me feel beautiful.
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